Infinity, trapped in the Saturn Cube Matrix

See the infinty symbol in that Matrix 4 screenshot? That's on purpose.

Not going to bother trying to say this video is true, but it does partially resonate with me.

I can point out that many of David Icke's words have proven true over time, and he's infamous for believing in Reptilians but actually makes a ton of sense if you give him a chance.

The guy making the video even shows a short film called code 8 with an actor I love from the movie "These Final Hours", and the drone footage has a triangle and then 117 at the bottom.

Also the halo in my triangle is tied to heaven but also the game Halo with Master Chief as Spartan 117 so it's all synching up in this amazing way.

My book of Elam talks about the connection of Elam and Neo, and this guy in the video is making the case that we are in the matrix right now, and it ties into the hollow earth video I posted below. It's all coming together and making more and more sense to me.

In the Matrix 4 when Neo is fighting the new Agent Smith, also a favorite actor of mine from Mindhunter, and the blonde girl I first loved told me before I was like Holden from Catcher in the Rye. His character's name in Mindhunter was Holden. In that fight, a gold circle is reflecting light off the water and forming the 8 of infinity. The infinity sign. And I view the digit 8 as the symbol for infinity as I've blogged about in /may when I got out of jail and assigned meaning to all 10 digits.

The conflict of Neo and Smith, or Christ and Satan, is infinite and part of the self-learning algorithm of God in my theories.

Elam vs. Elon is the best I can come up with in terms of the Antichrist right now. The Christ was not Jesus's birthname but was given to him. He earned it for being the annointed one. As I've shown in my book, Elam and Neo are connected. Neo Anderson can be translated to the New Son of Man, because "neo" means "new" and "ander" means "man" like the word neanderthals. Neo's ship is called the Nebuchadnezzar which is straight out of the Holy Bible. Not only that, but in researching Elam I just discovered "Elam's military ascendancy ended, however, with the renewal of Babylonian power during the reign of Nebuchadnezzar I (1125-1104 B.C.E.)" "Matrix" is written all over the treadmills I see at Gold's Gym. The problems I had in my Google and Meta interviews were considered "Matrix" problems which are arrays within arrays. My only way out of this Matrix may be to lean into that Matrix excercise equipment and solve those Matrix problems to get an actually good job and create my empire of Cloudland, as a ripped Elam.

It's interesting as well that in my article called infoverse I suggested how a forcefield would be developed to stop incoming attacks. I've experimented with my thoughts and devoted hours to trying to think of a way to invent a forcefield. Neo's main power in the Matrix 4 is to block attacks with his forcefield and I believe that's my best power as well if I have any because I've actually devoted my mind to thinking about it as a realistic possibility. I've also written a song about flying. I've also flown in my lucid dreams.

Today I was reading 12 rules for Life by Jordan Peterson and one of the rules is to set your house in perfect order before you criticize the world. I aim to do that. He also shared a brilliant quote from Carl Jung that, "A tree cannot grow to Heaven unless it's roots go all the way to Hell". And that to me means you have to know your own capacity for evil before you can know your capacity for good, and they stretch together, like Smith and Neo's powers balancing out the equation. Look at the upside down crosses artwork I was drawn to on /motivation and see my brush with evil. The artist is named Eli and I found him while looking for aliens for my dj aliens music app. He said I could use his artwork after I stole it and told him about it, but he asked me to ask next time. The Book of Elam might not exist if not for the movie "The Book of Eli", and my website wouldn't be the same without Eli's artwork. I'm telling you, when you come up with your own meaning from your own life and create your own symbols and give yourself a number shape and colour , magic starts to happen. Look at when I blogged about my symbol appearing in my favorite show the Peripheral last month. And this video above I posted before I even saw the triangle and the 117. And my guardian angel's apartment number is 117. You can't make this stuff up. I even broke up with a girlfriend who had a strange connection to the Lilith that the bitchute video talks about. Don't underestimate your own magical ability and then watch what happens when you're paying attention. The eye is a divine sign and JP talks about that as well, and there is the story of Horus, a precursor to Christ, who fought Set and lost an eye. The one eye symbolism of the illuminati is evident on my true love's soundcloud picture and she's showing one eye. Also her favorite word was "Naughty" and it's illuminaughty. If Love is what matters I have to pay attention to who I loved and how it relates to my journey. Even though she is married to someone else, notice how Trinity is married in the Matrix Resurrections even though she loves Neo deep down. I believe she wouldn't be able to look me in the eye and tell me she doesn't love me, but I'm also aware that this could be my mental illness and my ego trying to protect itself. I would simply like to have coffee with her one time and see if she can look at me and say she doesn't love me. Trinity, is of course a reference to the Holy Trinity. Notice how I quickly destroy the illuminati in my book. Also notice how my chapters are in Binary, and the game that Neo is working on as a game designer in the Matrix is called Binary, and Smith is talking about Binary during their fight with the infinity sign. My greatest moment of my life I call the "Matrix blowjob" because I got the best head ever after I showed her the Matrix after she showed me the Notebook and if you put those two together it's about love, and memory loss. This is why I posited that she had my memory erased and created the illuminati. Max and Ali both mean the greatest because Max means maximum and Muhammad Ali was the Greatest of all time. The prophet Muhammad and the prophet Elam. I'm just trying to connect the dots and parse out the meaning in this life even Tolstoy found devoid of meaning. If that makes me crazy than so be it. The ones who are crazy enough to think they can change the world are the ones that do. Maxwell literally means the highest good, whether you like it or not. Matrix is a combination of Max and Tri, and it's a trick on Max, she's my Trinity. You can view it in iMax or on HBO Max or try watching Good Will Hunting by Miramax. And I was named after Maxwell Smart, so don't you dare call me stupid. I would eviscerate anyone in a debate. It'd be like Eminem in a rap battle. 8 mile would mean the infinite journey, I imagine, and my favorite song by him is My Darling. If me and my darling got back together, like in the ending of Matrix 4 when Trinity chooses Neo over her husband, it would prove that true love is real. And if it doesn't exist, I may want to spread the seed of Elam. Realistically, though I should probably just get a girlfriend. I still have a lot to learn about women, love, and family and I'm willing to fall back in love with someone new.

Peterson writes that Christ took personal responsibility for the sins of mankind because he knew his own capacity for depravity, and therefore also knew Heaven at the other end of that.

In the The Book of Elam I say Nietzsche had the best critique of Christianity but actually Jordan Peterson's analysis of the discovery of time by man creating the idea of God is a brilliant athiest explanation of the belief in God. When I'm finished with his book I will refute it.

In regards to the Saturn Cube, I've also blogged about the significance of the Black Cube and the worship of that by Islam and it's connection to the black box problem of computer science philosophy and time travel. All of my theories are coming together. My favorite things I love are helping me put the pieces together, because Adampants taught me to focus on what makes me me to stay on my path of truth, and not to get thrown off my path. Even JP talks about how our interests choose us, and not the other way around, and how that connects to God and Fate. This is all very exciting and I'm so happy to have everything making so much sense to me, even if I can't accurately articulate it yet.

Notice how the game is called "Infinite" and how that ties into everything I'm saying. That's me simply going to get a halo picture and noticing yet another synchronicity from God.

The truth is stranger than fiction. And I can go on infinitely because my knowledge comes from within. Like Eminem said in his first single, "I'm infinite, you heard of hell well I was sent from it" except I was sent from Heaven. When I just googled "Elam name" I got, "Meaning:Forever; Eternal; Tree. Elam is a boy's name of Hebrew origin. This title, meaning “forever” or “eternal,” could inspire your little one's spirituality through the infinite promise and hope in the world. In the Christian Bible, this is the name given to the grandson of Noah." Notice Carl Jung's tree quote I mentioned above about stretching to heaven with roots to hell. I'm Elam. I'm infinite. You heard of Heaven, I was sent from it.

Today I'm going to get a crystal from Ancient Elam called "Lapis-Lazuli" and guess what the crystal store is called closest to me? Matrix Energy Healing Center.

11.30.22 - 12.2.22

JFC

11.28.22

Check out this article I wrote last year about quantum entanglement and simulation theory

Next on the Illuminati Agenda

There appears to be a push to stop climate change. This, like all their tricks, is not a benevolent attempt to help you.

The climate change narrative is that we have to stop our carbon footprint. You are organic life that is carbon-based. The food you eat causes carbon emissions. We are under attack. They are pushing the eating of bugs.

These sick fucks may want us to eat bugs instead of meat to "save our planet". They don't give a fuck about our planet and our planet is not what you've been told.

It's almost like they are not even human, the beings behind this agenda. These demons or aliens are trying to enslave us and wipe us out.

When I wrote the Book of Elam I had a dream that night of a big grey alien, covered in blood and dripping blood, more red than grey from the blood, chasing me and eating people and even a horse as I was just getting around the corner. I'll make a youtube video describing the dream. It was my scariest dream ever, and kind of out of the blue, except for one alien abduction horror movie I watched a month ago with some guys who believe in aliens.

The timing of it was strange though, as if they didn't like my book.

I don't talk about aliens often because I don't know what's really going on, but I find truth in Jesus. He is the demonslayer and they all have to listen to him.

One theory of the Greys is that they are future humans. And maybe like in the show the Peripheral these future humans have gone back in time to here to run things.

It really comes down to Jesus. I can't seem to live up to his lofty standards but I do think he's the king of kings.

Human beings seem to be under attack by something. I don't think it's as simple us some of us being selfish. We are wrestling against spiritual wickedness in high places, like the bible says.

All the famous people take photos with illuminati gestures and I'll never be able to let that go and give these celebrities a pass.

They will use any excuse they can to continue to degrade us and enslave us. Climate change is just a tool for them to enact ludicrous policies that make our lives worse.

In the meantime, I'm having a pretty good time. I'm pretty happy. I'm just keeping a watchful eye on their plans. I don't like Andrew Tate, but theres a good video of him talking about the people who were used to push the mask agenda during covid, and where are they now? He says they have a slave mentality, and aren't even sentient enough to apologize or admit they were used for an agenda.

History will always prove me right. That's one of the reasons I write this all down. It's not like I was wrong about the vaccine when they said it was safe and effective and would stop transmission. It didn't stop transmission. Everything I've been saying on here for 2 years has been becoming more and more plausible if you open your eyes.

11.26.22

Doodad

The Peripheral, episode 7, was incredible.

This is my favorite show ever, and I've known that since episode one.

It's getting better and better.

I don't want to spoil it but you've got to watch it.

11.25.22

Cognitive Dissonance

I've been looking forward to this documentary called Died Suddenly, however I was disappointed by it. It was far too gruesome and showed dead bodies and I just can't share it on my blog in good conscious because I think it harms those who watch it.

It's about the massive increase in sudden unexplained death for ages 16-49 since the covid jabs.

It's disturbing to watch because it shows embalmers taking out the strange white fiborous blood clots in the victims postmortem.

The truth can be extremely disturbing and it's not fun to watch this stuff. I wish I hadn't. I did it to stay informed because it's necessary for me to do my research, no matter how uncomfortable it is. I don't get paid for this, and it doesn't make me popular. Jesus said you give up your life to follow him in order to be saved. You don't get to follow Jesus and the truth and keep your old life too. Too many Christians don't understand the conflict Jesus demands and predicts. He said it would turn father against son, and so forth. He didn't say the truth would be easy. He didn't say humanity would figure out how to prosper without him, I think he said they would descend into wickedness and he'd have to come back. His predictions all come true.

I can't think of a stronger case of cognitive dissonance than people who are confronted with information that the jab could be harmful, and are fully or even partially vaccinated. 9/11 was bad enough with people holding onto their worldview, but this is way more insurmountable as a truther.

Luckily I am not alone. I know there are still some unvaccinated people who can see what I can see. I would say less than half of the unvaccinated even understand the danger.

This documentary shows evidence that there is a depopulation agenda underway.

My book of Elam is a little extreme, saying that I'm going to be the savior, however, I don't see anyone else offering a solution. I'm trying to build a way out of this mess. After rereading the book of revelations, I can say that I'm defintely not the second coming of Christ.

Jesus said to those who have a lot, more will be given, and those who have a little, more will be taken away. It's known as the Matthew principle and holds true in science as well as finances. The middle class is shrinking and we have wealth conglomerating into fewer and fewer hands. If you extropolate this system further down the line you will see the need for Cloudland and a new system.

I believe in conquering myself before conquering my environment, and I'm still working on myself. But I'm glad I wrote that book. Elam wrote that book with fervour and self-confidence.

But I'm also Max, who has one foot in reality so I can live here. I am able to peacefully interact with people. I just think we need a savior and I'd like to try to become that until Jesus returns. For now, I'm just a writer with some ideas on how the world works, or doesn't work, and what I think the solution is.

God bless you very much.

-Elam.

The fact is, people are dying or have been injured by this jab, and it angers me. I won't let it go because it's too serious of an issue to dismiss. This tragedy has motivated me to live up to the name Elam. I've been improving my physique. I'm not obsessed with this conspiracy, I'm just aware of it, and I am doing something about it.

God's ways are higher than our ways, and I see great knowledge, wisdom, and intelligence behind some of the words in the bible, and I fear they may be true and that I have disobeyed God. Luckily for us, Jesus paid for our sins and we still have a chance to get into Heaven.

1 Corinthians 1:27 But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;

Even if there is no Heaven, I still think this is the right thing to do in this life. I'm okay with dying. I don't need to live forever. I just want to be a good man. Jesus said, "the kingdom of heaven is at hand" when he was here. He is a real person I don't fully know or understand. He really was resurrected and The Case for Christ shows that it is a reliable historical fact. I just want people to know that behind all this bad news I talk about with conspiracies and the Illuminati, there is the Good News of salvation with Jesus Christ. Amen.

I'm not done learning about Him, I don't have it all figured out, but I know that there is really something to this Jesus guy, and there is power in the name Elam.

In the book of Revelations there is the day of judgment where Jesus reads from The Book of Life and everyone gives an account of themselves to God. I think this story is the most fair way for all of this to go, and I believe in a just God who will do away with the evil here.

11.23.22

Chess is Sexy

Very cool picture. Soccer stars Lionel Messi and Christiano Ronaldo playing chess.

It's cool being a chess player because I spent so many years getting as good as I can at the game and now it's popularity is increasing.

With the Queen's Gambit on Netflix, and the cheating scandal with Hans and Magnus, and now this.. chess might be at an all time high in popularity. Check out /chess for my tutorials, and let me know if you want an online private lesson.

11.19.22

Audiobook

Made an audiobook version for youtube and /audiobook

11.18.22

WBC

Someone bought my book! I'm going to make some new clothes and then I want to update my /shop to include merch like Mr. Beast

I need to eventually trademark and patent my logo, Elam, and whiteBloodCell

11.17.22

Asha

"If you don't have a plan you'll become part of somebody elses."

I'm happy I have a plan. I added a shoutout to Asha in my book of Elam.

Love this song by 21 pilots.

It's about how the car radio can stop you from pondering your own existence while driving.

11.16.22

Church

Video about my last blog post and my thoughts on church

Also, here is the type of warrior I am.

11.9.22

Why All Porn is Gay

11.8.22

Time Travel

In my new favorite show "The Peripheral", The present time is around 2030 and they have new VR technology that is a full-body experience like jacking into the matrix. In the future, year 2100, people are able to communicate with the past by interacting with the digital consciousnesses of the people in the past that are using the VR tech. It's called quantum tunneling.

By communicating with the past, they create a new branch of time where those people in the past are no longer fully predictable because they have changed from the interaction with the future.

Lev, the man in the image above, is a bit of a psychopath because when the new universe was created, he transferred money into it to have himself and his family killed, because he wanted to be the only Lev in the multiverse.

Wilf, was horrified of this, and was only at this dinner to warn Lev someone might be targeting him. He didn't realize it was Lev targeting his other self.

Lev said something interesting I want to comment on. He said he was in the business of trying to create new timelines, or stubs, as they call them in the show. He made it sound difficult and that something significant had to happen to change something so much it branched off. In other words, the future has to meddle with the past strong enough to form a signficant enough change to cause a new stub.

One of the examples he gives is that a pharmaceutical company could be contacted from the future and then test an experimental drug on the population. This could either create a new stub or perhaps just be using a stub that's already been created to run a medical trial.

I think the current vaccine rollout with suspicious ingredients could be enough to trigger a stub. Is it possible people from the future are working with Big Pharma to alter the course of our human history to create a new timeline? The reason these time travel theories appeal to me in our actual reality is because the Mandela Effect provides evidence something like that is going on.

Is there a universe out there with Jiffy Peanut Butter still? Did we get put in the Jif Universe? Is that a significant enough change to create a new universe, or is it a marker of a universe or timeline shift? Was it changed on purpose, or an unintended consequence? If someone from the future went back in time to take away the monopoly man's monocle in the past, why do we remember the monocle, and notice the change? Is there another version of myself where it's always been no monocle? Is that version of myself wondering why there is a monocle on his face when before there wasn't? Like a reverse mandela effect? Idk. Idk how it works but it fascinates me for sure. I can't belive people rub it off like it's not important, or that it's just false memory.

Are there multiple Max's throughout the multiverse? I don't know. But I think that my consciousness has experienced at least two different universes, and the Mandela Effects are showing that this stub is new to me, and I wasn't born here. Can consciousnesses be demoted? Like sometimes I think maybe I was placed here as a punishment. Or it could also be a promotion to a more difficult level and God is testing me, idk.

The Peripheral is based on a book by William Gibson and I really love the show and it's story. I think time travel is interesting and this is probably my favorite time travel story and concept. The VR game playing into it is the icing on the cake, but actually it was one of the main reasons I watched the show. The time travel came as a suprise. I forgot to mention, when the girl from the past uses the newest headset she pilots a robot, called a peripheral, in the future.

In the future of the show, they have robots that can house the consciousness of the person from the past playing the game. Are there people running the world today who have help from the future, like in the movie Tenet? Are there robots in the present that house the consciousness of people from the past? I don't know, but I think the Manndela Effect shows how it is possible our reality has already been tampered with. The vaccine rollout could be technology from the future that was sent back in time to prevent a pandemic that would have wiped us out, or conversely it could be just designed to alter the population's genome to create a new stub. In the show, the main character's timeline was headed for a concert of calamity called the jackpot, one of which was a pandemic that wiped out a significant portion of the population. In the future, there's barely any people. It would make sense for that future to want to go back and create a stub where the pandemic was stopped by a new vaccine, but people from the future in this show seem pretty content with the low population in London, 2100.

I really don't know and I'm not trying to convince anyone of anything. I just think this show is cool and it's fun to think about applying it to our world. The Multiverse makes sense as a theory. But a different universe for whether you had soup or salad seems like a stretch, but maybe bigger decisions like joining the military or not do create a ripple. It could also be that parallel universes are only created by significant changes to the entire population. Or maybe the change has to be specifically the future changing the past. If someone from the future knew you chose soup, and got you to choose salad, that might be enough. Multiple futures exist because of free will and our brains acting like quantum computers, and multiple pasts exist because of the uncertainty principle, but I think the future affecting the past definitely forms the most concrete parallel timeline, if it's possible. Retrocausality is when something now affects the past, or something in the future affects our present. There've been experiments about it on a quantum level I think, showing it's possible to affect the past.

It makes sense that we'll be able to upload our consciousness to a video game in the near future. Once we do that, our consciousness might be able to be duplicated, or exist outside of time. People from the future may be able to interact with the past consciousnesses that played the game. I'm having trouble wrapping my mind around exactly how the future people would be able to communicate with a past consciousnness and send that consciousness back where it came from when it came but with knowledge of the future. It made sense in the show. Like it makes sense for a person from the past to upload and talk to someone from the future by using the VR, but I don't get how they can come back with that experience in their memory. Hmmm.

Like you could freeze your consciousness, save a state of it, and then the future could talk to it later, but I don't see how the past can talk to the future if the future isn't there yet. And if it is there, then how is the future able to hack into someone's past VR experience? I'll have to think about it some more. We could alter our future by reviving our past but I don't see how we can alter our past, even though I think we already have. As I was editing this I realized -- Retrocausality. That is the foundational theory that can explain how the future is able to alter the past. I highly recommend clicking on that link and reading that medium article.

11.6.22

Cloudland (Post of the Month)

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Dr Robert Malone, co-creator of the mRNA vaccines who is against the vaccines and was a controversial guest on Joe Rogan, talks about how we are in an information war right now with propaganda and censorship.

Youtube, the news, and all the social medias actively censor information and sculpt the reality many people experience. It takes the occasional trip into bitchute to be able to hear anything true. That's just the reality we live in. There's a lot of bullshit on bitchute too but at least some of it is true, whereas on youtube it's guarenteed to be missing the truth of what's going on. I'll be collecting some good bitchute content here on /bit

My website is uncensored and although I sometimes talk about myself it's also a place where you can be exposed to information they are actively trying to hide from you.

If it's an information war we are in then I'm a soldier, like the one pictured above. If I had more money, support, and time I would do this even more. I would buy new equipment and host a video podcast exposing the truth and lies of this world. I would discuss a new religion to form, and a new government. We live in a rotten world and we need to make serious changes. We need to come together and build something that lasts like our founding fathers. We need to defend our constitution and to create new understandings of health and wealth. We need to defend newborn children against these experimental vaccines! We need new ideas, new economic systems, new educations. We just all need to participate and to use our brains to fix this world. I know we can do so much better if we just tear down this veil and this evil system exploiting us and keeping us in the dark. They're so good at tricking us most of us can't even see the trick. Some even fight to defend the system, because they think they're getting a good deal out of it. It's wrong. It's morally detestable and I just wish I had the resources and time to make a bigger difference. I need as much support as I can get from people who realize we are in this war.

Tomorrow I start my new job and I will do my best to make money so I can continue this just cause of reform and putting the truth out there. Please consider going to /support and becoming a patron with a small monthly donation. I'll also accept Venmo @__redacted__. I'd like to thank my parents for supporting me financially but they're not doing it because they support my cause, they're doing it because they support my recovery from addiction and mental health problems, and I'm their blood and they love me. I take responsibility for my addiction problems with weed and also for my bipolar episodes. I'm currently on half a dose of my meds and I feel a little more like myself and I'm trying to be mindful of my grandeous ideas and inflated self-importance but I got fired up while writing this post. What right do I have to lead others? But my psychosis is not based on nothing. I know for a fact that conspiracies are real and the truth is censored. Most people aren't going to see the value in what I'm doing here and I'm going to do it anyways, to the best of my ability. I'm not ashamed to ask for financial donations because I work hard on formulating my opinions and writing this blog. This really is war. I really am fighting an uphill battle. I really do need your help. Yes, I slip up and believe things that aren't true occasionally, or word something the wrong way, but that doesn't take away from the value I bring with these words when I get it right and make a positive impact. Words are magic and I'm your wizard. Even just a text letting me know you like my blog goes a long way. God Bless, -Commander Elam.

We're being held back as a civilization by special interest groups, a military industrial complex, big pharma, and the Illuminati. Our leaders should be strong young men and women with new ideas and the ability to have healthy debates. Our current leadership is embarrassing, and our values are wrong. Celebrities perpetuate the sick system and are ostracized when they try to improve it instead of profit off it, see Kanye West. The celebrities were used like puppets when Covid first broke out so they could tell everyone to obey the mandates and take the vax. Some people think they are successful in life when really they are ignorant and nowhere near the truth. You can't take your money with you after death but it's possible we can take the truth with us as eternal consciousness. I evaluate my life based on how close I am to the truth and how close I am to doing what my soul calls me to do. I don't care about societal metrics. I can envision a much better world and I know I can bring about it's existence here but it's so discouraging when most people walked right into the trap of the vaccine, showing me they have no grasp of the truth of this world, and are victims of propaganda and mind control. Most people are useless to me as soldiers. Most don't even know we're at war or see the bullets flying. But the red blood cell, as oblivious to illness as it is, isn't useless to the white blood cell's quest to heal. I view most people as red blood cells that have a purpose but they can't cure the disease like the white blood cells are meant to do. RBCs are still vital to the health of the organism and make the world go round, so to speak. Everyone has value to bring, but in the war against illness it is the WBCs I need to recruit into my army so we can eradicate the illness from the body of Earth.

If you're vaccinated, and you realize you made a mistake and you want to support this mission I'm on then I accept your help and think you can still avoid the boosters and contribute to our collective health, but right now it feels like I'm an army of one. I know at least 3 people in my personal life who are also white blood cells. They are rare. Some of us weren't designed by God to be able to sense the illness and see through the veil and that's okay. RBCS are equally valuable overall. I don't like the terms NPCs or "non-player characters", or sheeple, because we have to consider the people who are blind to this secret war to be our RBC allies, even if they are sometimes poisonous.

I wish to God I had more power to push our civilization forward. I wish the truth was completely revealed to all. I'm trying my hardest with this website and I wish I had more visitors and readers. I cannot stress how serious this is. I've been doing this since I made a Facebook group in highschool called "Heads Well Above the Sand" where we discussed 9/11 conspiracy theories, aliens, and what we should do about them.

I can be a normal guy and function in this world and see the simple beauty in the life we already have, for sure. Go Browns. But I know deep fucking down that something real is missing here. We need stronger leadership and a direction people can all get behind. We need something to rally behind, like the pursuit of truth, wherever it leads. We need calm debates, and better elections. We need to follow the truth wherever it leads and to deal with conflicting information approriately, rather than demonizing it as inferior and crazy which is what's happening now. Our general attitude as a species is intellectually embarrassing. Most people don't even use their own brains. They are spoonfed what to think, how to think it, and when to think it. They tell us when to get angry, and what to be angry about. They tell us to line up and take the vax and 90% do it. They tell us to put masks on our faces, and to lockdown our country. They think they can get away with it. Over my dead body. I will never stop my assault against this tyrannical system here. I will shine through like light bursting through cracks of an eclipse. My life story and struggle will prove successful and I will reengineer human society and point it in a direction we all can agree is better. You may think that's arrogant of me to say but can't we all agree that censorship of free speech is moving in the wrong direction!? We're going the wrong way where we're more unhappy, more divided, have less faith in leadership, and less trust in the news. If we formulated a new society built on fostering independent thinking and healthy calm debate over tribalized socially engineered groupthink we might actually solve the world's problems. We need change. We need to oust the people or beings in positions of power that restrict the freedom of speech and actively try to hide the truth and poison us. Elon Musk is potentially a false idol, we'll see what he does with Twitter. I could see a superintelligent AI being of use to us reorganizing society but it could also backfire and be used to enslave us.

We need a revolution of mind, body, and soul. We need a new age of awakening. We need a new law. We need a new breakaway civilation that is allowed to make it's own constituition so we can compare it's progress with whatever we left behind. I'm confident that a city under my rule could thrive if we were unfettered by the globalist agenda to brainwash us all into slaves. We need a government where taxes are voluntary, and people actually have a working relationship with their government. Right now we're just getting owned, lied to, and exploited.

Please join me in Cloudland, as I try to become the type of person who can really make a difference in the history of humanity, using everything I've learned from the Internet and my life experiences. Standing on the shoulders of giants, I am willing to lead us to prosperity. I have a long way to go physically, spiritually, emotionally, and financially, and it wouldn't be easy reorganizing a society, but this idea pumps me up. I don't want to be like the knight in my last post who never tries to live out his dreams. You can laugh if you want, but at least I'm trying. And I'd rather die than give up. If I see a real fucking leader, I will get behind him, but right now it looks like I'm going to have to start this myself.

Elam Forever.

I think we need a secret army in this invisible war. If I'm being honest I would like to have an army. I wish I was worthy of one. I think the people need to stand up and defend themselves from tyranny and form a breakaway sovereign civilization, and I call that Cloudland. The fact is, imagining myself as the leader of a future army is helping motivate me to work out, and I like the way "secret army" sounds. The reason it's called a secret army is because it's an army for the Secret War. The current war is secret and invisible because the media doesn't cover it. It's a spiritual war. It's the totalitarian takeover of the proletariat. It's the annihilation of natural man and womanhood. It's the poison being injected into our infants. My first recruit goes by Xavier Wolf. My second soldier is Nero. My third is Jokir. When you join the secret army, you get to pick your own name. Our legal names are given to us by our parents, but it's fun to come up with your own name that has special meaning to you. My spirit name is Elam Ahpla, alpha male in reverse. What name would you give yourself? If and when we reach 117 members, we will have our first mission, like a beach cleaning or feeding the homeless to start with some community service. It would be a little bit like Project Mayhem in Fight Club, but better, and creative and helpful rather than destructive. Not anyone can join; you have to pass a diagnostic test I'm working on to determine if you have thoughts of your own or you've been conditioned to believe the official narratives. In other words, a test to determine if you're a red blood cell, or a white blood cell.

New video up on /videos and new music recommendation up on /bands

I like the Thutmose songs Blame, and Ride with Me.

Joe Rogan had Duncan Trussel on on Halloween and talked about how Homeland Security has become the thought police on twitter or "truth cops". The supposedly leaked documents introduce a new term "malinformation" which means "information that is true but is often out of context with intent to harm." This is letting the government censor things even if they are factually correct! This really is a war for your mind, and war of information, and I'm on your side. Infowars.com had the right idea with their name, and they helped wake me up, although I don't agree with Alex Jones's methods and suspect he may be controlled opposition, or someone they allowed to thrive because he couldn't keep his composure. I think infowars has some really good reporters. There is a documentary coming out on Nov 21st called Died Suddenly on stewpeters.com examining the connection between the covid vaccine and an increase in sudden death in adults. We're talking about genocide. On that website there's also a documentary called "Watch the Water" with Dr. Bryan Ardis talking about the alarming connection between the pandemic and snake venom. I found it to be very compelling because of the symbology of the snake as the devil in the bible, and how they're trying to corrupt God's creations, our DNA, with Satan's mRNA.

The government only pretends to be on your side. I don't buy any of the talk about censorship of misinformation or disinformation. Let people think for themselves and make up their own minds. The truth is the Government is governing your mentality and wants to prevent you from seeing contrary information that opens up your minds broader than the mainstream narrative and whatever they're pushing at the time. Our first amendment is under attack, and so is our bodily autonomy, and this is a cause worth fighting for. Jesus Christ is my king.

11.1.22

I want my Cloudland post to stay up top as the post of the month, but I've also created /bit where I can post bitchute videos I like without overtaking the top spot on the blog.

This video tears down the false idol of Elon Musk and shows how he's a fraud.

11.2.22

Cabin in the Woods

I went to a Halloween Party in a cabin in the woods over the weekend

It was very fun and a nice way to get away from my own thoughts.

I'm lucky to have such a great group of friends that we can do fun things with as adults with money.

Renting a cabin and splitting the rent for a weekend is an awesome time. Next time, I would like to bring a girlfriend with me.

If I can have a dating profile with fun pictures like this, instead of lonely selfies, and if I can hit the gym a bit more, instead of hitting the candy section of 711, I should be able to get some more dates, and actually find a girl I can take to cool events like this.

Life is long. I'm proud of myself for working through everything I've been through mentally. Ya, I got scarred, Ya I gave up and ya I went crazy. But I'm still here. I'm still me. I'm not done with life. I just have to shake off the "story" I've been telling myself about myself and start a new one.

Each month of this blog is a fresh start for my thoughts, personality, and focus. This month I want to focus on clarity. Just seeing through bullshit and taking sensible steps toward my desired life. I'm going to have my actions, and mind join together on a common purpose. I'm going to work hard, and move closer to who I want to be.

I want to be a better, more reasonable man. I'd like to be humbler, but also more confident. I'd like to stop doubting myself. I have no disability, but sometimes I act as if I do with my body. It's hard to explain but I feel like I doubt myself and feel like I'll make a fool of myself with my body. I'm not comfortable with my body. It's not how I learned to be. I used to like having my shirt off around people, but now I'm embarrassed.

Still, I got some Yoga in over the weekend with my friend's girlfriend and I will try to focus on that this month. I will focus on my body and stretching it and working it out properly. Happy body, happy mind.

That's my new slogan I will try out this month. Happy Body, Happy Mind.

End of Month

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